Coincidences

OK...I'm back! (I DON'T 'get' drama!)...& I'm going to go somewhere that will probably have men in white coats at my door...but, oh well. My daugher has presented herself to me in a geometric ENERGY form. There have been many things that have happened...and not just to me. Her twin brother and her sister have had their own experiences. I don't believe in coincidence much. An ocassional 1, MAYBE 2...but that's where 'I' draw the line.
And then I ended up at: www.greggbraden.com/ & http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8506668136396723343 for a good part of the day. And my previous post...what the sky told me today...Coincidence? I'm thinking no! Thanks again widgerm for opening those doors for me! :) Check out projectconsciousness.blogspot.com
Every year, on the 4th of July, I go to the corner where my daughter left, and light fireworks for her. Last year, my (step) neice and my (step) grandson went with me. As I was lighting those balls and dropping them in the tube, and watching them explode, a 'creature' walked right in front of me. I was maybe a bit lucid...I was not aware of it. After the last boom went off, and we loaded up in the car, both neice and grandson asked if i saw that 'creature'. I hadn't. They both described it as small, and black and brown. (The same color of my Booboo...my friend, who is a dog). They both said it didn't look like any animal either of them had seen. Coincidence? I'm thinking....no. You'll never convince either one of them that it didn't happen. But I didn't see it. I was in the sky with Boby. She loved the 4th. My (step) daughter has seen a shadow at that corner, but it scared her, so it went away. Those girls used to give each other SUCH a hard time, and yet they loved each other. Boby didn't want to 'scare' her...just a joke. Boby was a joker. She was SO funny! She clowned around so much, that she created a characterization of 'her' clown. It is on the back of her headstone. Her 'signature' always included that clown. Her nickname was 'Karma'. She called herself Karma the clown. Below the clown on her stone, Karma is written in Old Germanic Runes. Boby could read them, write them, and was learning to sign them. Boby was in the truck with her twin brother when they were hauling the mustang that killed her home. It went out of control. Billy 'heard' her. He says she was what saved him. He can't imagine what else it could have been. Coincidence? When Boby quit breathing in Nebraska, her twin brother quit breathing right beside me in Ohio. He said: "I couldn't breathe!" Boby's last words were, "I can't breathe." Coincidence? I'm thinking...no. I could go on and on. There are more. And now I'm realizing that this involves our POV & how we perceive, if we do at all. And how we react. Cause and effect. A person's mind has to be open to these things, or people look at you funny.
I found myself laughing yesterday. It felt GOOD! And everytime I do, I 'feel' her with me. We discussed something as simple as a SMILE in Dr. Pete's class, and how it can change your psyc. And he had us try it, and it did!!! And I do it again and again...riding those strange loops...a most willing passenger. (Circles come to mind) Could "I" be circular? I'm thinking...yes.